I'm missing you so much.... So i'm sure you already know but you have a new nephew hes doing really good hes a fighter man. I'm sure you had something to do with his safe delivery. Hes in the NICU but doing great. I love you brother and my heart still hurts everyday for you. Come visit me soon k? Love you!!!!!!!!
Your 21st Birthday / Megan Varrenti (big sister )
I wish you could understand the ache I have today. You should be 21 but I will never know what you looked like past 16. We should be in Vegas today, celebrating and relaxing, but instead it's 4am and I'm writing on your damn memorial page. I don't know what to do to make it stop hurting. Everytime I think of your neices and nephews and how they will only know you from pictures and stories, it literally makes my heart ache. I miss you so much it sometimes feels like I'm crazy because I'm "not over it" yet. I wish it didn't still feel like this....
Thinking about you! / Ry You have been in my thoughts more than usual these days. I feel like you send me signs all the time. I used to always think it was kinda cheesy. That sort of thing didn't happen. I am a believer more than ever. I see PA license plates daily. I miss you!
SUPERBOWL!/ Unk Fartknuckle (Unk)
Nicky-D,
Your team did it again buddy! you had good seat's i know!! Just thought you should know that Cayden has become a fan of your team and was yelling as loud as i was. well got to get ready for work and will talk later. watch over your momma for me and whisper to her that i love her and miss your BIG BRO & sister's too!(and all the little one's too!!!) Much love,
Unk
why isnt it any easier? / Megs (big sister ) Why isnt it any easier for mom to decorate for Christmas or for me to hear your name? Why does it feel worse the closer we get to your 21st birthday? Why do I still get so mad everytime I think about Dom and his new brother or sister not knowing you? Somedays its just as bad as that first week and everyone said it would get better....I miss you bubba and I love you so much...
football/ Mike
Hey nick,
I still think about you every time i step on that field. I have two years left in college after this one, and ever since you left ive dedicated those games to you. Every time when i go out i look up in the sky hopin your lookin down watchin and bein proud. When i step on that field today ill be thinkin bout that last jv game against summit when we walked on the field as captains and brothers together.
wedding soon..... / Megs Varrenti (big sister ) Ok kiddo, it's about 3 weeks before Chris and I get married and I'm missing you more than ever.... I would give ANYTHING to have you standing in line next to Gabe and Mike. We're keeping a spot open for you and your candle will stay lit come hell or high water. Since Kt and I met that woman, and she said you were talkin about the place with the boats I hope that means you'll be there with me that day... I know you wouldnt miss this party! I just miss you so much, Dom is huge and I tell him about his Uncle Nicky every day... I hope youre watching over him cause if a kid ever needed it it was him! He's such a bruiser and hes in to everything! I love you bubba... Please come see me get married...everyone will be thinking of you and I will be playing your song....
easter/ Megs (sister) so easter is on sunday and with mom, dad and gabe in pa and kt and i here i cant seem to stop thinking about the easters we had growing up.... you were always so excited and no matter your age you devoured the ham at aunt lindas. i wish i could make my self eat some for you this year but i might throw up, lol. dom is getting so big and starting to do the coolest things i wish with all my heart he could've known you. i just keep hoping that if anyones able to hang out with you now its the babies. either way i know in my heart your here if we need you. i love you bubba so much....
20th birthday / Andy Whiteford
Wow 20 today huh? that rediculous man....i think about you pretty much everyday and that doesnt make it any easier...i miss you man i know i wouldnt be the person i am today if it werent for you....and i thank you for everything man you have no idea what an impact you had and continue to have on my life... i love you man
20th birthday / Katie Varrenti (Sister) I cant believe it your 20 today it seems like yesterday you were just 16...... I love you D seriously I miss you so much it still hurts so bad.... I dont know how I am going to get throught the next 10 years hurting like this for you..... Well maybe I will make myself eat a piece of apple pie (yuck) today your favorite. I LOVE YOU. Happy Birthday buddy!
Thinking of you / Sharla Hey Nicky, Been thinking about you for a while, and decided to check in, wouldn't you know as soon as I did, Faber started to yelp like someone pinched her, was it you? You still make me laugh with the silly things you and Eric did. Thanks for watching out for him, he knows you're there. You're always in my heart.
dominic sees you i swear..... / Megs so dominic is starting to smile and i catch him following something around the room with his eyes and smileing the biggest smile ever.... is it you? i hope so.... i miss you and love you so much
Happy 18th brother! / Katie Varrenti (Big sister ) First off brother let me thank you cuz my house is sooooo clean. I just spent the last hour cleaning it. i feel as if i sit still and have time to think i am going to notice that in 1 hr its going to be YOUR 18th bday and then i will start crying and not stop! Happy birthday brother i love you and miss you so much! I got a cake for you in blue writing it says Happy 18th Nicky D. I made the bakery lady cry lol she was like 80 years old. Well i'm sorry but she kept saying how horrible of a job she was doing and i felt bad so i was like its fine it looks great hes not really going to see it anyway and she was like what? so then why are you getting a cake and i got defensive and said cuz its my baby brothers 18th but he passed away so its more for the family but its still his bday so he gets a cake and she was like oh hunny i am so sorry and started to cry lol. i thought you would find that silly. Nicky i miss you more then anything i still hurt so bad on the inside my heart literally aches. Just give all of us the strength we need to get through tomorrow i know we are ALL hurting bad. Dont party to hard up there. Love ya hey at least you get to spend your bday with Robby. Love ya!!!
last night / Mike Fallecker (Friend) Hey nick, last night in my dream you and rob were there and everyone was we wereall just talking to you and asking how you've been and everything. you said it was great where you were and how you been watching us all and just was stopping by to say hi. then my alarm went off. it was great seeing you two. take care man see you again someday.
Love you / Katie Varrenti (Sister) Hey baby brother thinking about you alot. Dad, Gabe, Nicky and the girls are all out here visiting. Wish you were here. Dominic's here i'm sure you know that though. You would be afraid of him though hes so tiny! I love him so much hes making megan sooooo happy. Peyton looks just like us and gabe loves her so much. I miss you so much and love you. Keep watching over us your doing a fantastic job. Love ya Nicky D.
Missing you / Katie Varrenti (Sister) Hey brother missing you so much!! Mom was amazing in olympia I dont know how she does it. I know you are so proud of her and so are we. Love you bubba........
dominic michael / Megs (big sister ) so its taken me a while to know what to put here.... a part of me cant help being angry that youre not going to be here to hold dominic. i guess i finally understand what gabe must've felt with peyton. i believe that you are gonna do everything you can to watch over your neices and nephew but its not the same as seeing you feed them or hold them. i thank god that my child and neices will have the best angel possible but i miss you more than you could ever know. i know youd be right up there with everyone telling me to stop being a big fat pregnant baby and makin me laugh while im really so scared. i had to call a bunch of associations today and tell them your story. were tryin to get these aed's in all the school so we can save a few more kids. its so hard to talk about you without getting upset but i hope i did ok so we can get the support we need for friday. i had another dream about you last night... i hope youre talkin to dominic and letting him know all about football and how cool his uncle nicky is. i love you bubba....
Miss ya baby brother!! / Katie Varrenti (Big sister ) Well i'm sure u knew about Dominick before we did a boy cool huh? Megs is so happy!! Nick i miss you so much and think about you all the time. Were moving again lol and everythings packed up except your wall Krista knows better. Nicky i miss you more then words could ever explain the holidays were rough but kinda glad there over. Mom got me cowboy boots i took out yours they match. Okay well i gotta get going to work but just know i love you.
Katie
Miss you and always will / Markie And Eric Brennfleck (friends) Oh Nicky!!
I hope you know how much you are loved and how you will forever be loved. You are one of a kind. And we know that everyday your up there free from any pain and/or suffering and just doing what you love and what we all loved to watch you do... the definition for football should have your name written there. You are the greatest there will ever be!! Eric got a tattoo in your honor buddy and looking at it everyday just makes me want to cry more. We think about you everyday and we will until were up there with ya. You will be forever missed , never forgotten and on our minds always.
Love Ya Nicky D!!!!!!
~the both of us~
best uncle / Megs Varrenti (sister) so peyton is the most beautiful thing you ever saw. allready sitting up and lookin around. i miss you but know youll be the best uncle possible to watch over mel and peyton cause you have a better view point than all of us. keep em safe buddy. i miss you more than ever and i swear sometimes i can feel you right next to me while our whole world is changing. i love you brother.
Tributes and Condolences
Add to favorites 
