Peyton Grace / Gabe (Brother) So kid the baby is finally here. Shes healthy, and happy. I know you will watch over her so thats all im going to say about it. Shes got yours and Kt's nose. Alright i gtg i love you kid. miss you forever. bye
robby/ Megs Varrenti (big sis )
hey buddy,
been thinking about you and how upset youd be. seems like so much has gone outta control since you left. i dont know if i can watch another family go through what we have..... i dont even have to question whether youre with robby now. i know you were prolly first in line to meet him up there. please just give me some strength so i can do what i need to do to help them now the way so many helped us. i love you bubba and cant wait to see you again!
This weekend / Gabe Varrenti (Brother)
Hey kid, I'm sure by now Robbie's up there with you. Look after him. Help his family get through this whole mess. You need to look after Cory too kid. Hes having a hard time. I will do whatever i need to help him down here, but i need some help from you too. I love you kid. Gram put a flag up for ya. We finally did it, and on top of that Aunt Sue had to eat all of her words. Ha still the same old Seattle Sea-chickens. Bye bud.
Big Day / Auntie Amy Hey Buddy, Today is a big day! Everybody is going to be in Olympia at the Capitol. The next step in getting your law passed. "Nicholas' Law". That has a good sound. Give all of us strength today Nick. We are going to need it. Today is all about you. Telling your story will be hard. We miss so much. But know that you will be right there with us. Help your Mom to be strong and have courage. Help us to be strong for her. We are keeping the promise Nicky. We wont let you down. Please no tricks on us today :) I love you, Auntie Amy
Uncle Tony / Kaitlin Varrenti (Sister) Hey buddy i'm sure by nowUncle Tony is already up there with you. Tell him i'm sorry i didnt come see him and say goodbye but i tried last time i was home.... Take care of each other Love you both!
familuy/ Aunt Amy (aunt) Family is coming together Nicky. New baby Payton! I think she looks like Gabe, only prettier. You are always with us. We know that you are smiling on all of us. Thanks for reminding us of what is important. There are 5 more joining the fight to make sure you are never forgotten. You live in all of us Nicky. I love you and miss you. Watch over Jameson, he is wild like is Dad and needs all the angels he can get. Auntie Amy
HAPPY B-DAY NICKY! / Megs (big sister ) so here we are, your 18th b-day and i dont quite know what to say. seems like youre the only person who can make me speechless anymore. gabe and i went to the cemetary today and it was horrible as usual. i hate that place, and would so much rather have you come see me, lol. the party tonight should be fun. i just wish i could hear your comments about the cake. you would hate it, it has a pic of you on it. jamie said she claims your nose cause its the biggest part of the pic, lol. i wish you were here to fight over it with her. i hope that youre there with us tonight, to listen to everyone talk about you and laugh. help me to stay strong through dinner nick, im trying hard to make it the party you would want it to be. tell robby he better have gotten you something good for your birthday and i hope the 2 of you are having so much fun together. stop in tonight and let us know youre there. i miss you more than ANYTHING and you have no idea what id give up just to give you hug today. i love you bubba happy 18th b-day.
ps. i know your fave part about today would be playing the lottery so im gonna play your numbers and if you win ill give your half to the football team. deal? lol love you!
Steelers/ Lauren Whiteford (Friend) Hey Nick I just wanted to tell you that Ive been thinking about you lately with the steelers going to the superbowl and everything! I am remembering how we used to watch the games and you would yell at the tv just as loud as me! I know you are going to be watchin the game and helpin us get the "one for the thumb"! miss you buddy! Always in my Heart!
miss you / Gabe (brother) hey kid, been thinkin about you alot. i love you and miss you more than you could ever imagine.
holidays/ Katie Varrenti (sister) Love ya Nicky D missing you lots............
d../ Gabe (brother) missin ya kid.....i think about you everyday
missing you / Mike Fallecker (friend) hey nick, tomorrows our banquet and all of us seniors are giving our speeches and we know youll be there laughing at some of us crying and playing your tricks on us in some way. this season was fun but just wasn't what we had hoped it would be. it was fun though and we never forgot about you. before every game we all wrote "58" on our arms and knew that you were helping us out every game. miss you man. youll never be forgotten. cant wait til we all meet up again and play another game up on Gods field.
My 20th Bday / Katie (Sister) So today here it is Nov. 9th my birthday.... I am 20 today no one gets why its so important to me but its not just because i am 20 its because i feel like with everything our family has been through the last year today is a new start for me i havent really been livin my life to its fulliest and today my 20th birthday will start a new beginning. Nick i miss you so much lately its been really bad actually the worst i keep waiting for it to get better i'm not sad today (thought i keep waiting for your phone call everyone else called to say happy b-day well not gabe but i know if he rememered he would call lol but you still havent.... its weird to know that you arent going to but i am happy its my birthday and i know you are watching over my and i felt you at lunch i really did. Daddy got me the most beautiful diamond cross necklace i had them take the middle stone out and put your birthstone right in the middle of it its really nice. I love you bubba so ya heard the baby news i am so excited! We are going to have a little nephew (gabe told me if i am going to talk about the new baby i have to say its a boy) lol he really wants to name him Nicholas. Dont even worry nick the baby will know all about its Uncle Nicky megs and i will make sure. I love you so much when will my heart stop aching over you nick? Please come around and visit me at my new apt. Well i think i am just mumbling now but i love you and miss you tons!
always thinking of you / Meg Mccaul (friend) Nick, it's been a lil over a year now, and things still feel just as hard with out you here. Ftball season went good, as i'm sure you were at every single one of the boys games. So much has been changing, and life has been flying by already during our senior year. with how busy things are you would think that it would take our mind off missing you so much and the pain we feel. but with each new thing that happens it just makes us want you here more. i visit here alot and always read what other ppl have to say, and i always wanna write to you, but never know quite what to say. please just know that i think about you in some lil way everyday and your always in my prayers, along with your family. take care Nick and keep watch over all of us. ...missing you....
Pictures/ Momma Hi, Babyboy I miss you....KT found some old pictures and left them on my bed to see. It's almost more than I can take to see your sweet smile and know that you aren't there to hug, talk to, or kiss hello. My heart aches with missing you. Will this ever get easier? Will my heart ever feel whole again? KT and I need you to come visit soon, the house feels empty without you. Your chair is waiting for you, pointed directly at the TV for those Steeler games. Please help me find that peaceful place again........
"Momma, do you love me" Always and forever
new niece or nephew / Megs (big sister ) so im guessing before any of us knew about the new varrenti on the way you had your hand in it somehow.....gabe is so excited bubba! i still cant believe hes gonna be a dad. it seems so right and yet nothing really seems right anymore without you around. i hope its a little boy with ringlets and your eyes, one who can throw the length of the football field and run faster than you ever could. i wish you were here to teach it how to play pranks or tell knock knock jokes. hell prolly get into a lot less trouble tho, lol. im gonna do my best to tell them all about their uncle nicky who watches them from the heaven and i know youre gonna be helping keep nicky and the baby safe. i dont think gabe could handle it if something happened to either one of them. i miss you so much buddy and i know you are so excited up there watching all this happen. i just wish you could be here to hold it and love it the way i know you would. i have alot of wishes but mostly i just wish you were here....... i miss you so much and love you more than you ever knew.....
Broken/ I Love And Miss You
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
Cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel light when you're gone away
The worst is over now and we can breathe again I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
Cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away
Cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel light when you're gone away
Missing you alot lately / Katie Varrenti (Sister) Hey Nicky D i've been having the hardest time lately i think everything is starting to finally set in. I havent really felt you around the house or around Makayla lately i miss you i need you come play a trick or hide the clicker from me or something i love ya Nick. Lately its been real bad for me and i miss you so much i cant believe its been a year already it still feels like yesterday... I know your watching over us and i know you are with us everyday but its just so hard not to see you or be able to get a phone call from you i know i will see you some day. But when i look ahead it feels like forever.... I dont know how i am going to do it but i know you will help me and our incredibly strong family. Luv ya babyboy.
missing you / Meg it's been awhile but no one here has forgotten you nor will they ever. i think about you everytime i drive or walk on Garfield and always say a little prayer. I cant convey how much you are missed at Mars, and part of us will always be missing without you. Your team is doing good this year- im sure your proud.
miss you always
I miss you / Mac Fox (Cousin) Hey Nicki, i just wanted you to know your fresh in our minds. Your number was on my undershirt for football. Irish clover with 58 on it. One year.... So much has happened Nick. Jameson is going to be a big football star. I hit them hard for you Nick. You'd be proud. Just remember that your always in our mind buddy. We miss you and love you bud.
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